The past got your tongue?

* EMO POST ALERT*

I hate it...absolutely hate it when the past east you up....
Don't you hate it when u go 'shalalala in the morning' and then 'tonight i wanna cry?'
From one instant u can be enjoying yourself and then ur mood can turn 360 180 (i have a knack of saying 360....its like...the bigger the number the better??) the other instant.
All it takes is something small...a piece of paper....a drawing...places?? argghh...so not good...

Im emo-ing now as u can see...life sucks at the mo....just got an application form from quiksliver today...hope i get hired...if i do, id be working with ket wai...
Hope working in a retail outlet wud be less stressful for me...i guess i should work soon before i emo more...

work=no time to emo....lounge around= emo alot....

i miss having a gf...no...im not desperate for one...i just miss having that fuzzy warm feeling...
i dunno....i might not be ready for new relationships because the scars are still there...but maybe flings...lol...but hard la...im not a playa and i dunno if ill ever be as i dun like hurting ppl....feel bad...and why do ppl think having alot of exs means playa??? poor command of english you ppl!

I dun think im a very nice person...:(...nvr the perfect guy...heck...i even suck at maintaining gfs...they all leave!!! *cue for some one to pujuk me here!!!*

But deep inside i really want wat's best for 'em (the exs)...i dunno if they know it but i have always been that way...tho at the beginning im sweeter and i change abit thruout the relationship...deep down..ill always be the same bryan...lalala